When Thoughts Fall Short

It's been almost a year since things started to unravel and I'm not closer to knowing what I'm doing then I was when it started. Today while on a bike ride I listened to SuperChic[k]. The album as a whole isn't worth the money but there are 3 songs that make it ok that I bought the whole thing. I'm amazed at how God can speak through music and how music can speak for me when my own thoughts leave me wordless. (which really does happen believe it or not)

"Hold"

Tell me that it's gonna be okay

Tell me that You'll help me find my way

Tell me You can see the light of dawn is breaking

Tell me that it's gonna be alright

Tell me that You'll help me fight this fight

Tell me that You won't leave me alone in this

'Cause I need, I need a hand to hold

To hold me from the edge

The edge I'm sliding over slow

'Cause I need, I need Your hand to hold

To hold me from the edge

The edge I'm sliding past

Hold on to me

Tell me I can make it through this day

I don't even have the words to pray

You have been the only One who never left me

Help me find the way through all my fears

Help me see the light through all my tears

Help me see that I am not alone in this

"Crawl (Carry Me Through)"

How long will this take?

How much can I go through?

My heart, my soul aches

I don't know what to do

I bend, but don't break

Somehow I'll get through

Cause I have You

And if I had to crawl

Well You'd crawl too

I stumble and I fall

Carry me through

The wonder of it all

Is You see me through

O Lord, where are you?

Do not forget me here

I cry in silence

Can you not see my tears

When all have left me

And hope has disappeared

You'll find me here

Then there is Stand in the Rain and it's really the first part of this song that so aptly reflects how I feel....

She never slows down.

She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down

She won't turn around

The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found

You stand in the rain